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Glorious Autumn Day Could hardly wait to get outside,On this beautiful, beautiful day,Sunlight golden through the trees ,Above me circling, a bird of prey. The sky, a most perfect blue,An amazing moon is still awake,He’s not wanting to miss this day,So his precious time he decides to take. The morning air is crisp and new,ItContinue reading “It’s Here! 🍂🌾🍁”

March 31, 2019 It is Sunday morning and I found her lying on her side, fully dressed, and with her feet hanging off the bed as if she sat down and just plopped over. I bent down and quietly called her name and wished her a good morning. With eyes closed, she responded with aContinue reading “Betty”

There’s something pretty cool about being in a woods after a good rain. The eerie silence is broken only by occasional birdsong and the gentle after-shower breeze which pushes droplets of rain off one leaf and down to another. The wet carpet of leaves, moss, and fern give off an inviting aroma which draws youContinue reading “The Magic of a Wet Forest”

Behold the fowls of the air: for they sow not, neither do they reap, nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feedeth them. Are ye not much better than they? ~ Matthew 6:26 Give it to God. We were not designed to carry the weight of our own burdens, let alone the weight ofContinue reading “Give it to God”

Yesterday as I drove to the other office, a 40 minute drive, it only took a split second to know which playlist I was going to listen too. I had recently purchased one of my very favorite albums of all time. Homecoming by America. This was the second album for America which was released inContinue reading “Ventura Highway”

There’s a bar here in town that’s been around since 1950. My dad used to go there in the late ‘80’s when he lived in this area. Sometimes it’s quiet and sometimes it gets loud with the entertainment, and some of the craziness of the younger generation will drive us older people nuts, but mostlyContinue reading “Andi’s Special”

Fall is here although it doesn’t officially begin until next week. The air is damp and chilly, but the morning sun casts the warmest glow on all that is before me. I am grateful for this day even though I know it’s going to be a difficult one. But God is gracious to give meContinue reading “Good Morning, Sunshine”

I love it when one of the girls in the office asks me if I’d like to get the mail. It doesn’t happen very often but when it does, I get excited. You see, I don’t drive to the post office, I walk. And today was a most perfect day to say, Why, yes, I’dContinue reading “A Walk to the Post Office”

We all have one. You know…the one friend who knows the right things to say at the right time. The one who can lay it all out for you to see and no matter what it looks like you understand because it finally makes sense. Even criticism of the nastiest part of you doesn’t seemContinue reading “That One Friend…”

Yesterday I did quite a lot of work at home and my body feels every bit of it today. My back, arms, and feet hurt. My hands are calloused and sore. I cleaned out my shed. Cleaned around the fire pit. Filled in holes in my yard. Cut down a huge bush and removed theContinue reading “Tools”

I was blessed with three beautiful and wonderfully amazing girls. Truly blessed. The truth be told I didn’t want girls. I wanted a dude ranch of boys. But wow, when my first daughter was born…well, there just are no words for the love I felt for her. Then with the next two…yes, my heart overflows.Continue reading “My Girl and I”

September 11, 2001. What were you doing? We all remember the moments of that day. The day we cried and the deafening silence that came after. The skies were blue and quiet for three long days, and so were we as we tried to digest what we saw over and over on our television screens.Continue reading “What Were You Doing?”

I woke early with a heaviness on my heart for someone I love so deeply. To see firsthand the pain that one person’s actions can inflict on so many others is almost unbearable. And I feel helpless. But God Who is so gracious knows all. And while we do not always understand what appears toContinue reading “An Early Morning Prayer”

Gratitude makes life better. It opens us up to greater things like hope and peace and love. Gratitude is the key to a happier heart. Trust God. Give your worries snd concerns to Him, and be thankful. ♥️ Andi

I was stumped on what to write tonight. Actually, I’ve been running on empty the last several days. I guess I’ve been preoccupied with several things this week. Tonight, I decided to go through my 20,000 pics on my phone to see if something might strike up a post. That’s when I came across thisContinue reading “Division”

A child is the most beautiful gift of all. There is nothing more precious than their wonderment of simple things. I was blessed to spend time with my granddaughter at my 60th birthday party. She was certainly the highlight of my day. Adorned with her wings, she giggled and squealed with delight as she chasedContinue reading “B*U*B*B*L*E*S”

Philippians 4:6–7Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Praying you might have a peaceful rest this night. ♥️ Andi Photo:Continue reading “A Goodnight Prayer”

All things bright and beautiful,All creatures great and small,All things wise and wonderful:The Lord God made them all. Each little flower that opens,Each little bird that sings,He made their glowing colors,He made their tiny wings. The rich man in his castle,The poor man at his gate,He made them, high or lowly,And ordered their estate. TheContinue reading “All Things Bright and Beautiful…”

As I sit in my Lazy Boy with my Sunday morning coffee, I reflect on the last week. Actually, I’m reflecting a little further back about a month. Lots of life changes packed in a relatively short period of time. The changes aren’t all good per say, but the lessons are. Whenever life challenges you,Continue reading “My Sunday Morning Reflection”

When a young child falls asleep at his desk on the second day of school and the teacher says it’s a sign of Covid, so the school sends him and his brother home to quarantine…. Make it make sense. When a high school student is made to quarantine (5 times fourteen days to be exact)Continue reading “Make it Make Sense”

Dogs have this great ability to love. And they each express love differently just like humans do. You know like The Five Love Languages. I miss my Hercules every.single.day. He was such a good boy. Beautiful too. Herc did lots of little things to show he loved us. First thing in the morning he couldn’tContinue reading “The Love of a Dog”

I come from a long line of nappers and there’s nothing quite as peaceful as a nap in the park. Especially when there’s a hint of fall in the air. My kind of peace…♥️🍁 Andi

Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger There are many things in this life currently that should anger us enough to pray harder and to live more godly lives. I have been working diligently on my spiritual life, which includes letting go of anger. The sunContinue reading “Ephesians 4:26”

I had breakfast with a beautiful young woman whom I absolutely adore. She was actually my boss at one time. I would claim her as my own daughter if I could. She’s an old soul and we see eye-to-eye on about everything. She made a huge decision to leave her job in health care. IContinue reading “Faith Over Fear”

Please remember that I lay my heart out on my sleeve for you. I never suggest that I am perfect or sinless. Quite the contrary. I have my past, my present, and my future sins ever before me. What did Paul say about himself? I am the chief of all sinners? I would like toContinue reading “The New Norm: Accepting Sin”

Luke 16:15And he said to them, “You are those who justify yourselves before men, but God knows your hearts. For what is exalted among men is an abomination in the sight of God.” As we walk this earth, it is our responsibility to know what is God’s will and what is not. I was notContinue reading “Justification: An Abomination”

I pushed away from my desk and sat back in my chair. A coworker walks by my office and reminds me to breathe. So I do. I don’t realize I hold my breath. I look up at my wall clock and watch the minute hand. It’s so slow. Just like my breathing. The movement ofContinue reading “The Minute Hand”

1 For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven: 2 a time to be born, and a time to die;a time to plant, and a time to pluck up what is planted; 3 a time to kill, and a time to heal;a time to break down, and a timeContinue reading “Ecclesiastes 3:1-8, 11a”

God is our rock; our salvation. He is our place of safety in times of trial and pain. Seek refuge in Him. ♥️ Andi

Ephesians 4:26-2726 Be angry and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, 27 and give no opportunity to the devil. Anger is a powerful emotion. Emotions were given to us by God Himself in our unique design. Therefore, anger is not forbidden by God. We need anger sometimes toContinue reading “Anger”

Proverbs 23:7 For as he thinketh in his heart, so is he… Being unfaithful doesn’t just happen one day out of the clear blue. You don’t wake up and think instead of a round of golf, I might just cheat today. No, it comes from deep, selfish, lustful, and continuous thoughts of what if? And,Continue reading “The Cost of Being UnFaithful”

knows no limits or boundaries. Neither is it a respecter of persons. Grief awakens you in the night. It clouds your eyes and darkens your mind. It weakens your spirit. Days run together with no ends or beginnings. No sunrises or sunsets. Grief shows no mercy. Grief haunts the mind with its endless scenarios ofContinue reading “Grief…”

It’s a Croc-Melting-Indiana-Summer. That’s how hot it is! Now that’s HOT!! Andi Looking forward to a cool down!

2 Corinthians 12:9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me. God’s power is made perfect in our weakness. It is not wrongContinue reading “God is Sufficient”

2 Chronicles 7:14If my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land. Humble yourself to allow God to work in your personal life, your family life, inContinue reading “Humble Yourself”

Psalm 127:3-5 Behold, children are a heritage from the Lord, the fruit of the womb a reward. Children are the flowers in our garden. They need much nurturing in order to blossom. Watering, feeding, sunshine, and love. Not to mention a little pruning when necessary. I was blessed with six children. WillowTree has six childrenContinue reading “The Roses in my Garden”

Who here can say they have never done something anything with selfish intent? I cannot say that without watching for a bolt of lightning to appear out of a crystal blue sky. We live in a selfish world. And as technology grows and continually redefines itself, we become more and more selfish and in wantContinue reading “Selfishness”

It’s unavoidable to not get hurt in this life. One way or another we get smacked around, beaten, bruised, taken advantage of, cheated on, violated, our heart broken, humiliated, and our ego crushed. We live in an imperfect world with imperfect humans. It’s gonna happen. But should we avoid doing things because we might getContinue reading “Unliving”

I went to the farmers market one Saturday morning a couple of years ago and came across a booth of homemade jewelry. I’m a sucker for stuff like that. I try to get ideas so I can make my own jewelry. Right away I saw a stone that caught my eye. I asked what itContinue reading “A Raw Emerald”

I always looked forward to fall for so many reasons. It has always been exciting to me in so many ways. I was one of those crazies who looked forward to school starting. I loved shopping for school clothes and supplies. Of course, when I was a kid school didn’t start until after Labor Day.Continue reading “My Fall Catalog Days”

I typically sit at the nature park during my lunch hour. I have pleasant memories at this park as I ran here often. The park is owned by the university and was once a rock quarry. It’s very beautiful. Inside the park is a small lake and surrounded by tall, rocky walls. Trails run throughoutContinue reading “My Running Days”

Psalm 124:8Our help is in the name of the Lord, who made heaven and earth. 1 Peter 5:6-76 Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, 7 casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. 1 John 3:20…for whenever our heartContinue reading “Encouragement for the Day”

Luke 10:38-4238 Now as they went on their way, Jesus entered a village. And a woman named Martha welcomed him into her house. 39 And she had a sister called Mary, who sat at the Lord’s feet and listened to his teaching. 40 But Martha was distracted with much serving. And she went up toContinue reading “Martha, Martha”

I had an early morning appointment yesterday which is pretty typical for my Saturdays. I always take Nyx with me. I’m away from her so much during the week that I take her wherever/ whenever I can on the weekend. It was such a nice morning that I decided we would walk at the sportsContinue reading “Angels Among Us”

Our conversation was sparked over the heaviness of today’s issues in our world. I’ve been feeling very weak lately too. But that’s the great thing about you seeking God out again. He is allowing you to go through this because He knows you’re going to benefit from it. He’s answering your prayers right now. YouContinue reading “A Conversation With My Son”

When God tells us to do something with ALL our heart, do we really and truly comprehend the concept of ALL? I will go on record here as saying…No, I do not grasp that concept fully. What does it mean to surrender ALL to Him? My being (my dedication) is divided among so many “loves”.Continue reading “With ALL Your Heart ♥️”

Today was a fairly good day at work. But it was also a day of personal revelation, which wasn’t so good. It never feels good to be rebuked regardless if it was necessary or not. It kinda felt like this storm that rolled into the evening. Explosive, churning, a little bit scary, (a lot ofContinue reading “A Storm Rolls In”

I’ve been feeling far from God lately. And as a mom, I worry about my kids more than myself, even though they are adults. When they were young, we discussed God with every topic in homeschool. We talked about current events and day to day living and it all centered around God. Now that theyContinue reading “Finding Comfort in a Tumultuous Time”

How do you know someone is a friend? That they actually care? They let you in. Let, it’s strong for a 3 lettered word. When someone lets you in. Into… How do you know someone is a … I really enjoyed this blog posted by my blogger friend, John. I thought I’d share it withContinue reading “How do you know someone is a …”

It’s a rainy day. And as welcomed as it is, I wish I was at home enjoying it, curled up in a blanket, and in and out of naps. But for now, I am sitting in my car at the sports park. It is my lunch hour. Because of the weather no one is around.Continue reading “Peace & Tranquility”

Nooooo….not what you’re thinking! Ha! Nothing like that song by the same name. I’m having a delightful afternoon with my daughter and Nyx. This is our go to place when Mattea and I need to get away. No matter what season, the falls is a gift that keeps on giving. First we stopped by theContinue reading “An Afternoon Delight…”

The week before my friend passed away she gave me a necklace that reads Live Life Full Circle. At the time she was preparing to leave as director of a grief support group and this was one of a couple of different necklaces that people could purchase to help support that group. While I thinkContinue reading “Live Life Full Circle”

Everyone loves Grandpa. He isn’t blood to us but closer to us than most blood relation. We claim him as our own. And we love him dearly. Grandpa used to live in Florida until just recently. He’s getting up in age now so he moved up here to be closer to family. He misses FloridaContinue reading “Grandpa and the Pucker String”

Spoiler alert: this isn’t about candy They consistently break their own rules, guidelines, and mandates. They are paid by us yet they tell us what to do…while they don’t. They remove their masks when they think the cameras are off and arrest the rest of us who don’t comply. They take away our police yetContinue reading “Circus Peanuts”

I love the Lord of Rings trilogy. It’s a beautiful story of friendship, of internal and external battles between good and evil, of selflessness, and sacrifice. I adore The Shire and it’s inhabitants. The Hobbits touch my heart with their innocence and childish ways. They have such a big appetite for such a little people.Continue reading “First Fall”

I am discovering many things about myself lately. There’s a mixture of both good and bad. Things I need to work on. Things I need to let go of. But it’s all good in that I will learn to adapt to the changes I am making. Discovery is a process that requires time, realization, andContinue reading “Discovery”

This was a melancholy morning. I took my time getting out of bed and even though I slept well, I woke up tired. For some reason, even my coffee didn’t taste very good. I got ready for work, patted Nyx on the head while reminding her to be a good girl while I was gone,Continue reading “Pieces of My Soul”

Ever have those moments where, at the time, you wish you could hide under a rock? Maybe you weren’t hurt physically but wow…your pride sure was? I’ve probably had more than my share, but I’m gonna share a few. It’s time for some laughs…even at my expense. Feel free to share an embarrassing moment ofContinue reading “Embarrassing Moments”

I am not a perfect human being by any means. I will never mislead anyone to believe I am anything but imperfection at its finest. I try my best to be better with every day. I wear my heart for all to see. I try to see the the very best in others. I forgetContinue reading “The Cost of Being Me”

Often we judge others as being a hypocrite. We can see hypocrisy everywhere. In our politicians, in other various forms of leadership, at work, in our schools, and sadly, in our churches. We watch how others live and see how their words just don’t match up with their actions. How often though are we alsoContinue reading “Hypocrisy”

I wrote a blog a long time ago about this same subject. I felt compelled to write about it again. What is a gift, first of all? Well, it’s something we give to another with no strings attached. It’s given from the heart. A gift can be material or not. A gift is also aContinue reading “Regifting”

This topic partners well with yesterday’s blog. We have all sorts of well-meaning people telling us how to walk through our life. Including how we walked years ago. How does that even make sense? You should have…should never be included in conversation. I know people may have the best of intentions most of the time,Continue reading “Shoelaces”

We all have a past. Some of it is exceptionally good while other parts might be a little on the dark side. We are human and we make mistakes, bad choices, and wrong decisions. Sometimes we are caught up in something so off-color, we don’t even realize the messiness of our life. That is, untilContinue reading “Don’t Let Your Past Define You”

They say beauty is in the eye of the beholder. But I believe we can all pretty much agree on what is beautiful. If we are referring to a human though, no matter who it is, beauty is found deep within the soul. That’s where we should be looking. Someone can be adored for beingContinue reading “Beauty in My World”

When the work day doesn’t always go as so well, it’s nice to know that you will be greeted with love when you arrive at home. Nyx goes crazy when I walk through the door to the house. I can barely get inside. Then she races around and barks at everyone inside the house andContinue reading “Three Dogs and a Kitten”

…but being a good person is. I’ve encountered situations throughout my lifetime where I felt it absolutely necessary to win. To come out on top. To be the first, the best, the most righteous, the wisest. And some of these were more likely than not at the expense of another. How often have we misrepresentedContinue reading “Winning Isn’t Everything…”

In March of 2020, I wrote a post called Not Made of Steel. As of today, I still am not. In fact, I am more frail than I am strong. Writing often helps me sort out my thoughts and put things into proper perspective. I discover a great deal about myself through writing. And IContinue reading “Me”

Do all with understanding… When you are confronted with tough decisions and/ or conflict, take into account both sides of the scenario. And do so with an open mind. Life isn’t fair. At least, not for the most part. But that shouldn’t keep us from being as fair as possible in all of our considerations.Continue reading “With Understanding”

Two days ago, my boss, Keith, came into the office with blood all over his arm. I gave him a concerned gasp when I saw it. He said, “Don’t worry, it’s not mine.” Well, that certainly didn’t make me feel any better. Especially since he was smiling and seemed to be quite happy. What didContinue reading “Johnny Cash”

I was recently digging through some of my old treasures from decades ago. But when opening up little boxes and containers it seemed like only yesterday I saw them last. Actually, there’s been a whole lot of life lived between then and now. My girls made fun of some of the things I kept. IContinue reading “My Old Spoon Ring”

(Based on the song You Say, by Lauren Daigle. Highlighted words belong to her.) I listened to this song twice on my way to work this morning. It hit home. When nothing seems to go right, when you just don’t measure up, and when you feel empty and alone…this song is a reminder that GodContinue reading “I Believe”

I am in bed and it’s still light outside. It reminds me of when my parents made us kids go to bed at 8:00 in the summer and we’d lie awake listening to our neighborhood friends still playing outside. Now I am putting myself to bed. And I don’t even care who’s still outside tonight.Continue reading “Complexity of Life”

Today I was pleasantly surprised with a text from a friend. She thought of me with the photos she took yesterday. I’m glad that she sees me in a positive light. It is my goal to touch your heart in a good way. Not that I’m all that. I’m not. I have learned everything theContinue reading “Touching Others”

Today’s weather is pretty much exactly same as yesterday, but there’s something different about this day. Yesterday, I felt the warmth on my skin when I sat at the nature park for lunch. I remember the warmth because I had been cold in my office all morning. But was the sun really shining? I don’tContinue reading “A Bright & Sunny Day”

This weekend I took my own advice and crammed what I could into my weekend. When I think back to what I did Saturday morning, it seems like a long time ago. And that’s a good thing. I almost feel as though I returned from a vacation. Yesterday evening we set out to take ourContinue reading “A Dusty Road”

All life was created by God. And when God created man He saw that man should not be alone. So God designed something wonderful. He created woman. And from those two, God created family. God looked over all of His creation and said it is good. Today we see the very essence of woman beingContinue reading “You are Beautiful”

Finding peace in a hectic world is sometimes a challenge, but it’s not an impossibility. I stopped on a country road when I saw Queen Anne’s Lace lining the edge. The setting sun just added the perfect touch to this photo. Pause. Reflect. Breathe. Be grateful. I’m at peace tonight. I hope you are too.Continue reading “Finding Peace”

Some days time doesn’t go fast enough, and then there are days like today when I’d like for time (and moments) to go a tad bit slower. Maybe even stand still. I cannot believe that it’s the middle of July already. The Fourth is but a blip on the radar. Time travels just too fast.Continue reading “Time”

I know I’ve written about the importance of patience numerous times before but it has been awhile. And it is much needed. We are so impatient about many things. We try to work our own magic to make things work in our own timing. From experience, I see how that messes things up for soContinue reading “Two Hours”

I should have known. Actually, I did know. Today was destined to be a challenge. It started when I fell back to sleep this morning after my alarm went off. That absolutely never happens. It continued on into the closet where I tried on a couple of outfits and nothing felt right. It was whenContinue reading “Down the Drain”

I frequently go to the nature park on my lunch hour. I eat, enjoy the sunshine or rain, and even try to get in a short power nap. I find great peace just being there. Today, while eating a Jimmy John’s unwich, I noticed my favorite wild flower, Queen Anne’s Lace. After I finished eating,Continue reading “Tiny Treasures”

Why is it so hard to get back to something that is beneficial to you? We build good healthy habits. We study our Bible. We pray. Spiritually, we are in a good place with God. We exercise our physical bodies. We try to eat better, healthier. We seem to have things figured out and lifeContinue reading “Back at the Starting Gate”

I had no choice but to mow today. And I’m truly sorry. We’ve been getting so much rain lately and there was only this small window of opportunity. Believe me….I try my hardest to avoid Saturday mowings. Today was really difficult. Not for me, no. For all the men in my neighborhood. A few yearsContinue reading “Me and My Husqvarna”

Every Friday night is date night with my girl…my youngest daughter, Mattea. We go to a different restaurant every week. Well, sometimes there are repeats of our favorites. Tonight we went back to the Mexican restaurant near us. It’s always good and the service is fast. I could do without the chips and salsa althoughContinue reading “Dinner with My Girl”

This day was a confused mess of weather. I’m sure the foliage loved the rain, sunshine, and humidity. Should it rain, or should it shine? I guess we will do both. So it did. I realized something today. I try too hard at certain things. And I can’t do that anymore. It doesn’t make meContinue reading “Today”

On Sunday I told Charlie to get ready ‘cause we were picking her up for the afternoon. Mattea and I drove over to get her and then we kept on driving. Long drives through the country are always special. There is peace in that. You can usually find something that intrigues you. And we did.Continue reading “Randomness”

I know I get pretty serious sometimes. We all probably do more so now than let’s say, two years ago. We live in pretty serious times. But let’s not forget to let our hair down once in awhile and have some fun. I did. And it was great. Friday was the First Friday event inContinue reading “Fun Times”

The press secretary for the Biden administration has suggested that they will be coming to your house and mine to vaccinate. Or, in their words, educate you on the benefits of this safe and effective vaccine. When have you every heard such a thing? How about Nazi German searching door to door for those whoContinue reading “Door to Door”

Often we try to sell ourself. We want a business to choose our product over another’s. We want that position at work. We want to fit in with that group of people. We desire for this person to like us. Maybe even love us. We express all the ways that our service or our presenceContinue reading “Selling Yourself”

After working in the pyro industry for several years, I realize it’s very difficult to watch someone else’s work. I cannot stop wondering how things are going on the ground as the setup is taking place and then especially during the firing of the display. I pay attention to timing and shell size. I watchContinue reading “July 5th”

And it is a day to celebrate!! Don’t let others erase our history. You must remember how we got here. Remember the men who fought dearly for us because they looked forward and into the future. They fought for not only their families but for yours and mine. Our founding fathers believed in our countryContinue reading “Happy 4th!!!”

Some days are just more special than others. This day is set aside as the day we got outdoor plumbing. There are three of us kids. We were born in the early sixties. Yeah, I’m old. And yes, I am the oldest. I was born on an army base in Georgia. It was a birthContinue reading “Outdoor Plumbing”

I am so very proud to be an American. I am not ashamed to place my hand on my heart and honor our flag and our country. Oh, our face might look a little dirty right now, but more people are standing up to the evil that is trying to destroy this country. United weContinue reading “Our Flag, Our Country”

Today I needed to go to the post office to pick up mail for work. I ran out the door when my eye caught this little guy on the sidewalk. I watched him for a moment and then ran back in to my office to grab my phone so I could take a picture. ButContinue reading “Find Yourself a Snail”

As of today, 2021 is officially half over. I can barely comprehend it. Does that make me a pessimist? You know…is your year half-full or half-empty? Things have certainly changed greatly since January. A lot of life was crammed into these last six months. Much of which I wish I could change. But I can’t.Continue reading “June 30th”

I’m a little agitated right now as I watch men who can’t compete in men’s events are now starting to win all of the women’s. Even Miss Nevada is a man. Sorry. I don’t buy all this he identifies as a woman crap. Men in wild women’s costumes, who wear more makeup than a circusContinue reading “Women Fought for This”

…knowing you are doing the best you can even under the most difficult circumstances. When you are trying your best to overcome setbacks, comprehend what doesn’t make sense, heal your heart, to move forward in optimism, to find closure, and to pull yourself up by your bootstraps but yet you still find yourself stumbling, crying,Continue reading “Being at Peace”

Maybe I am too hard on myself. I don’t know. But if you read my blog via email, please know that I always seem to find errors or I realize that something could be explained more clearly after I send it. I don’t care how many times I proofread, it never fails that I findContinue reading “Issues & Errors”

The second part of forgiving is forgetting. Or, is it? God said when He forgives our sins He will forget them. He will no longer hold that particular sin against us. Hebrews 8:12“For I will be merciful toward their iniquities, and I will remember their sins no more.” Jeremiah 31:34“For I will forgive their iniquity,Continue reading “Forgiving & Forgetting”

Probably one of THE hardest things for us to do is forgive. I think if we remember that the human in us is not perfect, we might find it easier to forgive. We all say and do things that we regret. We hurt others. We hurt ourselves. We sever relationships. But we can still askContinue reading “Forgiveness & Letting Go”

What does it mean to be generous? adjective:liberal in giving or sharing; unselfish I liked the definition in the Collins English Dictionary best because it uses the word unselfish. We can be generous with our money, our possessions, our time, and with our heart. When you give of the things you have, the things consideredContinue reading “Generosity”

This is unlike what I’ve written before. It’s a little on the darker side. I wondered if I should share it or not. But, hey…I’m on a posting streak, I can’t break it and I’ve got nothing else to share tonight. Today is the 20th consecutive day to post. You can love this post orContinue reading “SEESAW”

God provided us with perfection. The air that we breathe to the water we drink. The grasses that cover the earth and the animals that roam it. He gave us a body that wants to live and he provided a intricate systems to allow that to happen. He gave us an amazing immune system asContinue reading “Unnatural”

I ate squeaky eggs this morning. When my kids were young, I frequently made them eggs…which I now know they hated. If by chance I overcooked the eggs, the kids said they squeaked when they ate them. Mine did some squeaking this morning. My mind is in thirty directions. Not only is my head notContinue reading “Squeaky Eggs”

Love is beautiful when we put the other person before our own self. Life isn’t going to be perfect but we can try to make it as perfect as humanly possible. It can be accomplished by treating our loved one with dignity, respect, and understanding. Men and women view life and love differently. That canContinue reading “If You Love Her”

If my fourth child was to be a boy, I wanted his name to be Ezekiel. I like different names. Good names with strong meanings. Ezekiel means strength of God. We would call him Zeke. His dad didn’t care for the full name, but liked Zeke. And well, Zeke entered the world, at home duringContinue reading “Ezekiel Life Lesson #213”

Today is the day set apart to honor our fathers and father figures. It’s a day to celebrate the importance of a dad in the lives of their children. I wrote a post awhile back about the difference it makes in a child’s life to have a father present. A good father. Currently, many onContinue reading “Father’s Day”

People come and go throughout our lifetime. Some are but acquaintances and stay for but a minute. While others remain for much longer periods of time. I believe many people are strategically placed in our life for certain purposes. While all purposes vary, I believe that there are lessons presented in each. Some teach usContinue reading “Gifts From God”

I’ve noticed that when I receive my newly posted blog via email, links to websites are not included. If you go on-site to read the blog it might be visible. I see it is visible this time on the last blog I posted. I did post the link in a comment as well. Sorry forContinue reading “Links”

You may recall that on Fridays I work in another town. Today I went to the park for my lunch hour. Memories flooded my mind as I am familiar with this park for several reasons. My kids traveled for baseball and we played ball here frequently. My oldest daughter, Denae, the rebel that she is,Continue reading “The Park of Memories”

Today we had an earthquake. 3.8 to be exact. Earthquakes are not felt here very often although minute seismic tremors happen more frequent than we realize. You wouldn’t think that here in the Midwest you’d have to worry about earthquakes, but the “big” one could be just around the corner. I am not too farContinue reading “And the Earth Moved”

Today is a good day! Be happy because you are truly blessed. God is ever present and He is aware of all that is going on in our lives and in our world. NOTHING slips by Him. Put your faith and trust in Him. Be kind. Be compassionate. Love deeply. Connect with others. Let yourContinue reading “A Good Day”

How many times a day do you use the word love? While it does have many meanings such as, liked a lot, to me it is so overused that it’s barely recognizable when true love appears. Some question it, which is good. Discovering love to be true is the fun, exciting part of a relationship.Continue reading “True Love”

Last night I was having a discussion with a fellow blogger who was feeling discouraged. While trying to encourage my friend, I tried to explain to him one of the most important and meaningful reasons of why I write. I write for my kids. I write from my heart. Often, it’s my heart at theContinue reading “Why I Write”

I ran across this poem tonight which I wrote many years ago. I thought I’d share it with you even though I may have already. Emotions are a gift from God. They should be pure and not riddled with drama. Emotions are a special means of relating to others. Emotions Is there shame in expressingContinue reading “EMOTIONS”

I really don’t have much to say today except that I wish people would do some research. Last night about did me in. I was in a building with about 120 people. The heat index for the day was 97. With 120 people in one place you know that body heat will override the AC.Continue reading “Unfathomable”

I spend much time in thought. I don’t even have to go to a happy place or my thinking spot to think. I just do. I believe that’s why I’m forgetful at times. It’s not that I have a problem with memory. I just have so much going on, you know…up there. There are someContinue reading “A New Decade; A New Beginning”

On Fridays I work in another city. Tonight, I needed to stop at the home office on my way home. Angie was working the front desk. I have to share a humorous story about my funny friend. I am getting ready to leave the office when Angie quietly asks me, “Do you have a lotContinue reading “The Cicada Saga Continues”

After my last blog, I was discussing in the comments about the cicada dance that I may or may not have performed in the parking lot at work. While it might seem strange to others who do not live in Cicadaville, that cicadas will actually land on you, the truth is they will…and they do.Continue reading “The Cicada Dance”

I don’t have the answers to the questions that still linger from yesterday. But these things I do know: 1) I deserve some answers as I am part of the equation. But I cannot control the decisions or actions of others. 2) Many answers I will discover along life’s way and over time. 3) OthersContinue reading “Continuing Thoughts”

This night is quickly coming to a close. Another day ends with unanswered questions and a subtle sadness within my heart. Not that I am bitter or depressed. No, not really. It’s just that my rhymes need reasons. I stopped at my thinking spot to see this awesome sunset. I noticed it on my wayContinue reading “This Night”

The Orchid Love seeded deep within soil long ago,…two roots took hold and would never let go. A dismal circumstance, uncontrolled by the two,…separated true hearts; still the tiny plant grew. A single stem from, the soil did emerge,…as the roots did insist; as love did urge. Enjoying the sunshine, this little stem grew,…for loveContinue reading “The Orchid”

When I initially wrote my blog Disrespect, it was entitled Respect. But the tone of the blog was that of disrespect. Love is part two of that particular blog because love is the solution. There are many definitions of love. Or maybe love would be best described as multiple tiers, or levels. The ultimate tierContinue reading “Love, the Solution Disrespect, Part 2”

You know, sometimes in life we don’t always make the right choices. We somehow make a wrong turn. Sometimes it’s an intentional move on our part because we don’t like the right choice. We want something right now (self-gratification) and we do not exercise patience. Sometimes the right decision is altered because of something beyondContinue reading “Life, Part 2”

I just love road maps. I guess I’m still old school. I have a nice US roadmap in my car. It’s always there. You know…just in case. Life is a journey and we each travel all on our own. You cannot print your map according to someone else’s. Your hope though is to find peopleContinue reading “Life”

I am not on social media other than Instagram, and that is going to end as well. It’s days are numbered with me. On Instagram, you follow people or groups of your choosing. It’s not like FaceBook. Even though you are presented with suggestions of who to follow based on what you like or commentContinue reading “Disrespect”

Another wonder of our world is the seventeen year cicada. These guys have been underground just shy of two decades, maturing, and dreaming of life above ground. I went out to mow and discovered these guys all over the ground in different stages of maturation. Some were able to fly away when I kicked upContinue reading “The Year of the Cicada”

It’s only 7 am and I should still be in bed on this Saturday. But instead I’m on my front porch swing with my cup of coffee and Nyx. I couldn’t sleep any longer. Not only is today Saturday, but it’s my 60th birthday. I talked about being “almost” 60 for a long time. ItContinue reading “The Scent of Lilac”

Tonight I did something I’m ashamed of.No…I didn’t do something and I am ashamed. Tonight, a man berated a woman…badly. In public. Witnessed by his friend. And I was in the background. This man didn’t talk. He yelled. He verbally abused this young woman and she quietly took it. She was dressed beautifully for aContinue reading “Stepping Up”

I’m going to share a story that only a few people know. I’m not sure why I feel the need to share it with you. I just do. A second chance… The surgeon stopped by my room while making his rounds for the day. He told me that my hip replacement was much more complicatedContinue reading “A Second Chance”

I need to get busy with my studies tonight, but the flag outside my window keeps waving at me and well…of course, I have to pay attention to it. Actually, from my desk chair, I can see three American flags. But this one is special. Not just because it’s right outside my window but becauseContinue reading “Our Beloved Flag”

I am on another journey this week. A week of learning a new trade. It’s tough for sure and I wonder if you can really teach this old dog new tricks. But I just learned something new about myself this morning. As I sit here this morning drinking my coffee and a million thoughts rushingContinue reading “My Morning Thoughts”

Psalm 150:6Let everything that has breath praise the Lord!
Praise the Lord! Psalm 28:7The Lord is my strength and my shield; in him my heart trusts, and I am helped; my heart exults,and with my song I give thanks to him. Psalm 9:1I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart; I will recountContinue reading “Praising God”

I watched a video of a mother in the hospital room with her daughter who had just given birth. Little did the new grandma know was that her daughter kept a secret from her. She gave birth to twins. Grandma was loving on baby number one when the second one was handed to her. SheContinue reading “The Blessing of Being a Woman”

Part 2 After doing some research, I discovered that Dr. Fauci’s agency spent over $400,000 grafting the scalps of aborted babies to rats and mice. I will no longer refer to Fauci as a doctor. He and his team should be charged with many crimes, including abuse of a corpse. I don’t believe those babiesContinue reading “Hell is Just Too Good…”

I read a heartwarming story of a young man with cerebral palsy. His mom stated that some days are more challenging than others. This particular day was a good day as she took her son grocery shopping. He smiled happily throughout the store. The cashier noticed how he was enjoying his shopping experience so sheContinue reading “Love Wins”

Time. I’ve written about it before. And I’ll probably write about it many more times. Everything runs on time until we run out of time. Time is of the essence. Time out. A waste of time. Good time. Outta time. Changing time. Me time. Time on your hands. Mommy time. Killing time. What time isContinue reading “Make Time”

Sunday was a beautiful day as we sat outside in the sunshine. We left the deck after breakfast and headed down to the pond. I sat on the dock while my young friend paddled her way around the pond with her dog. The pond was mostly still except for the occasional frog jumping around theContinue reading “Beside Still Waters”

My youngest daughter, the youngest of six, wrote this yesterday. I wanted to share it with you. Sweet house, oh…dear, sweet house. You once welcomed a family of seven on Thanksgiving in 2001. A couple months later you welcomed another member of the family. Me. Oh…dear, sweet house, your walls echo with all the voicesContinue reading “Dear, Sweet House”

My final entry for my weekend journey. It was a beautiful Sunday. I spent it with a family I love. We sat on a deck in the warmth of the sun. The deck overlooks their pond, the memorial garden, and gorgeous property. We drank our coffee and ate breakfast together. Heaven on earth. Then IContinue reading “My Weekend Journey, Part 4”

I was able to visit to with friends today. One girlfriend met me at the Riverside Gardens. You know it is a forever relationship when you don’t see each other for years and you can pick up right where you left off after being apart. We had a great visit. I was able to meetContinue reading “My Weekend Journey, Part 3”

When checking out at Joanna’s, an elderly gentleman came up to me. He said, “I’m not meaning to sound fresh, but I am so envious of your hair.” I had to chuckle at that. I told him I got my hair from my dad and it is a curse and a blessing. I love theContinue reading “My Weekend Journey, Part 2”

I just arrived to my to a place I can call home. A second home. Or, is it a third. Sometimes I feel quite displaced. Where is home to me? I drove three hours this morning. I left at 7:01. I’m sitting in a diner that everyone speaks of very highly. So it was theContinue reading “My Weekend Journey, Part 1”

Today was quite breezy. In fact, it’s been windy for the past several days. I love the sea breeze in my hair, but here at home, the wind blows my hair in my face when I’m trying to work outside so I have to pull it back. While I was burning the pile of branchesContinue reading “The Need for Stress”

The earth is awakening. All of nature rejoices, and each in its own way whether in song, in color, or by way of scent. Even on this scary, uncharted path the world is currently walking, spring has come. It doesn’t sense the wickedness, anger, hatred, or sadness that we are experiencing all around us. No,Continue reading “Springtime”

I have amazing children. Yes, I’m having a proud moment here. All six of them have the gift of writing. Today, I am sharing a loving tribute written by my second oldest, Jet, in honor of his grandpa, my father. My grandpa passed away this week. It has taken me a few days to comeContinue reading “A Loving Tribute”

Kids nowadays can’t really grasp the whole concept of a broken record. I do see that LP’s are making a comeback but I think mostly music is purchased from iTunes or Spotify, or whatever. Me…I’d love to have a turntable again for my small collection of vinyl. 🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶🎵🎶 I remember we kids would tussle inContinue reading “A Broken Record”

Making up my mind isn’t always the easiest. In fact, it’s downright hard. I have made many rash decisions in the past. Many wrong decisions and a handful of good ones. But even in the wrong life choices, things still came out pretty good. And while I can say that now, it is truly onlyContinue reading “My God; How Awesome is He?”

From the time we are born until we die, we are thrown into countless relationships. Many come and go. Others are deep and intense, and forever. The most important are often the most challenging. Family is intricate. You have multiple people living with or near each other. Everyone knows everything about you. Your moods, yourContinue reading “Relationships”

This morning I thought I might reflect upon the importance of men upon this earth. I was reminded last night of statistics that show the correlation between those who commit terrible crimes and the lack of having a supportive father figure in their life. In the beginning, God created man first-and-foremost as the base, theContinue reading “Men and Fathers”

Blessings are gifts from God. They come in many shapes and sizes. There isn’t a one-size fits all. God knows what we need as individuals and tailors them for us specifically. Blessings even in the form of people whom God has strategically placed in our lives. And these are probably the best and most importantContinue reading “Blessings”

When I scroll through the news I just cannot believe what our reality is currently. Two years ago, I couldn’t have dreamed some of this stuff up. But a lot of what’s happening has been in the making for quite some time. Call me a conspiracy theorist if you like, but the truth is thatContinue reading “Reality”

I could hardly believe my eyes when I let Nyx outside this morning. In fact, I had to slip on my rubber boots and I grabbed my phone. It was so beautiful outside! There was much more snow than when we went to bed last night and the sky was pink right where the sunContinue reading “🎶Walking in a Springtime Wonderland…🎶”

It is April 20th. Spring is here. Trees are budding. Flowers are blooming. We’ve mowed a few times already. I’ve seen mosquitoes, stink bugs, and wasps. Birds are making nests. And animals are twitterpated. I even started to tan a little. But winter isn’t about to let go without one last word. My sister inContinue reading “Nature is a Wonderland”

Life is meant to be colorful. When you look at the blessing of being able to see in color, and the endless array of color, how could we not choose to live colorfully? But a colorful life isn’t by chance. It isn’t “let the blocks fall as they may”. It isn’t “if it’s meant toContinue reading “Paint Your Canvas”

When I was cleaning up the sticks and branches in my yard, I noticed Amber, my daughter’s golden retriever, hiding in the huge pile of branches that was to be burned. I realized that she was hiding from my dog, Nyx. Nyx is a high energy, high strung two-year old German shepard and Amber isContinue reading “A Fortress”

My parents built our house for 20 some thousand dollars back in the early 60’s. It was probably more solidly built than those of today. Our home had three bedrooms and one bathroom with a full basement. Dad designed our basement into four rooms with a huge bar that angled through two of them. AllContinue reading “You’re Gonna Miss Me When I’m Gone”

Today is Saturday. I can sleep in but my body is still set on my work week schedule. So I’m awake. My ceiling fan is on like it is every night but my room felt stuffy so while it was still dark, I opened my window and crawled back into bed and under the covers.Continue reading “Sweatshirts and Train Whistles”

Failure can mean a lot of different things to a lot of different people. Failure to make the grade, or get that next promotion. Failure to pay a bill on time. Failure of a marriage, or big business deal. Failure is often in the eyes of the beholder. But I’d like to make reference toContinue reading “Failure”

…is key. I created this quote with my very first blog. I was inspired after I climbed to the top of Mt. Sargent, 9 1/2 months after my hip replacement. Prior to the surgery, I spent a couple of years in debilitating pain, of which the last several months I walked with a cane…barely. AtContinue reading “Determination Behind the Dream..”

Some days I may come across as having it “all-together. Today is not one of those days. Today I don’t know which end is up. My level bubble isn’t centered. And I’m feeling inside-out with my heart exposed. Is it wrong to have days like this? Well, I am human, although I should try toContinue reading “All-Together”

I am trying my hardest to put a plan together. I am asking God to open doors and show me which ones to enter. (Do you know how many doors I’ve entered in my adulthood thinking they were part of God’s plan only to find out they were the wrong ones? I’ve paid dearly forContinue reading “This Mountain Before Me”

Things got tough when I was away in Florida. Not only was I trying to comprehend the loss of my dad, I was trying to deal with family who were also trying to comprehend the loss of him as well. The day after my dad passed, I was frustrated. I felt left out. I feltContinue reading “Be the Cream”

Tonight on my long drive home from work, I decided to listen to Rod McKuen. My dad listened to him a lot when I was growing up. I loved hearing the old songs as I haven’t listened to this playlist in quite awhile. It gave me peace. A song came on called Blessing in ShadesContinue reading “Blessings in Shades of Green”

I wrote this poem many years ago when my marriage was coming to an end. I’ve often wondered about posting this but today I felt it was okay. Maybe tomorrow I won’t feel this way. We were married for over 21 years. I placed my man on a pedestal much to the dismay of familyContinue reading “THE DREADED STORM”

Life is short. I’ve been shown that so many times now. Get a clue, Andi. My life is stagnant. I go to work and come home. Everyday is the same. My fault, yes. We are in charge of the direction of our own lives. And time waits on no one. And now, I have noContinue reading “Where Do I Go From Here?”

At the moment I feel empty as to what I should write to you. It’s not that I’m in a bad way, although I am trying to sort through some personal stuff. The last two days though have been fairly peaceful compared to the last few weeks. Still, I always feel the need to writeContinue reading “Butterfly Moments”

As I gaze out of the window on my flight home, I reflect on this journey I’ve taken over the past few weeks and of blogs I’ve shared with you. I have been honest in my feelings. Raw, at times, I know. But I’m probably one of the most real people you will ever meet.Continue reading “A Journey’s End”

This morning I said goodbye to my sister. She left at 8:00 am. I had three hours to myself before my ride picked me up for the airport. Those hours were not without tears. I was leaving a lot behind. My sister, my dad’s wife, and my dad. Even the hotel had become home toContinue reading “A Hard Day”

I was asked to bring things to Dad’s Celebration of Life that he gave me over the years. Things that have a significant meaning to me, and perhaps, to him as well. While I do remember a few specific things, and brought a couple with me, the real special and significant things between Dad andContinue reading “Not Material”

Tonight was the Celebration of Life for my father. It was held at the Italian bakery where he visited every day. They prepared lots of authentic Italian food for this open house. These people love my dad so much. He was a pain at times but it was very much a love relationship. Dad evenContinue reading “Story Time: A Night of Remembrance”

There’s an old Tom Hanks movie called Big. It’s about a young boy who wakes up one morning “big”; adult size yet with the same young boy brain. It’s a funny movie that I have watched a few times times. I thought of this movie because of its title. The word big reminds me ofContinue reading “BIG”

I’d like to think that Dad is sailing on the most beautiful seas right now. I can see him on the bow of the Dire Strait, his 36’ sailboat, looking ahead to a new adventure. I cannot bare to think of him at the stern waving goodbye to us, so looking forward is good forContinue reading “Sailing”

Below is an edited response to a reader that explains a little of my wishes/ goals/ purpose here on coffeewithandi. I share what I can in a way I feel might help others. It’s a tricky, slippery slope but I do the best I can while trying to balance how much or how little toContinue reading “A Response”

My father passed away yesterday at 12:30 pm. Life support was removed at 12:23 so he was on his own for seven minutes. The hospital staff was beyond gracious. They kept Dad comfortable and pain free as he crossed that thin line between here and there. The three most important women in his life wereContinue reading “That Thin Line”

October 10, 1941 – March 29, 2021

Our first night together has lasted about two days, so it seems. My sister made it to our hotel about 7:00 last night. It took her eleven hours to get here by car. My flight was a little late but I had arrived about 3:30. Once in my room, I cried hard for about twoContinue reading “Sisters ♥️”

After my parents divorced, my father bought a sailboat and set sail out into the Atlantic. This was quite a shock to me as he never sailed before, nor had I ever heard him speak of his interest in sailing. He bought a beautiful sailboat called Dire Strait and lived out on the Atlanta forContinue reading “Setting Sail”

I’m at the airport and heading back to Florida.I cannot even explain what the last several weeks have been like. The ups and downs, twists and turns of Dad’s progresses and decline. My mind drifts in and out of clouds. I drive here and there and cannot remember a single thing about my drive. DetailsContinue reading “Final Journey”

Instant friends. I watch two young children play next to me as we wait for our flight to Florida. These little girls met each other 15 minutes ago, but within 30 seconds they were best friends. Both coming from very different backgrounds and heritage but they don’t care. They rise above all the nastiness weContinue reading “Children”

I am becoming more vastly aware of many things as I get older. One, is how lonely people are in and out of marriages. I am lonely outside of marriage as I’ve been divorced now almost 8 years. I had much healing to do and much to come to terms with. Many people are fineContinue reading “A Realization”

I got in my car tonight after work and plugged in my phone. On Fridays, I have a long drive to and from work. That’s the time when I listen to podcasts or music. Tonight, I thought of Andréa Bocelli, but then instantly, I thought of Dad. The dam burst, and I cried for severalContinue reading “Andréa Bocelli”

I lie here on my bed. It’s not quite dark yet. I meant to go to the pathway and watch the sunset but time has gotten away from me even though, once again, everything is moving in slow motion. I am numb and unable to move. My chest feels heavy. It even hurts. No, it’sContinue reading “Numb”

(adj)1. smitten2. state of nervous excitement3. how I feel aboutcha Is it because of the great rest I got last night, or the lovely walks along the bay last week, the warmer temperatures, or the tiny bit of tan on my cheeks? Is it spring fever? Maybe all of the above. What I do knowContinue reading “Twitterpated”

What a difference sleep makes. Today was so much better after getting some much needed rest. I feel like a completely different person from yesterday. And…I was able to work a full day. I am just so thankful for good, sound sleep. Life is so much more manageable when rested. It is certainly good forContinue reading “Rest…It’s Good for the Soul”

I am exhausted. And I am so sad. But I rejoice that Dad is still here. No real changes from yesterday. But I know that even while sedated, he must be exhausted as well. Dad, I’m wishing, no…I’m praying, that you have a peaceful sleep this night. I pray your night is filled with sweetContinue reading “A Peaceful Sleep”

My mother’s house always smelled of vanilla. It was a strong scent too. I think she had several vanilla scented plugins throughout her house. To this day vanilla reminds me of mom. Saturday I went to my office and painted. The funny thing was I couldn’t smell paint much but there was a dull scentContinue reading “The Scent of Vanilla”

I’ve never had to say goodbye to anyone before. Or, maybe I should say I’ve never had the opportunity to say goodbye. My mom and my best friend both passed away suddenly, and quietly. I didn’t have the chance to tell them goodbye. I’m not sure which is worse. This pain follows me from roomContinue reading “Saying Goodbye”

As soon as I posted His Own Time, I received message congratulating me on writing 200 posts! It’s not a chore. It’s my passion. Thank you for reading my many posts. ♥️ Andi

I’m home, yes…but my mind is still occupied with thoughts of my dad. Knowing he is still in the same sleep as when I last saw him days ago is really pretty weird. He’s had varied changes take place since I was there. Everyday there is some sort of change, good and bad. He’s beenContinue reading “His Own Time”

There are many components to being human. Every person who walks this earth is very different, yet very much the same. We have own belief system and opinions, our own ways of doing things, etc., and I believe it is a blessing to be so unique. How boring it would be otherwise. But our similaritiesContinue reading “Being Human, Being Real”

On my way home from painting today, I decided to listen to Gary Morris. He has a soothing voice and I haven’t listened to him in quite awhile. The second song came on and it really touched my heart after all that’s transpired in my life lately. I have a friend to whom I couldContinue reading “A Song, A Man”

On the second day of my new job I was given an office of my own. I got all teary-eyed. I’ve never had a job that came with an office. Right away I thought of a theme for my little place. I needed to plan and purchase several things to make it happen. Even thoughContinue reading “Watching Paint Dry”

I am back home in Indiana now. My dad continues to fight. There’s nothing I can do for him and I can no longer see him, except through a window, so I came home. I was torn about staying and leaving, and my heart hurts very much. As I travelled on airlines, walked through aContinue reading “An Update”

I was fortunate to stay at a lovely bed & breakfast for the first three nights of my time here in Florida. The home was built in 1912 and is very solid. All of the architecture has been maintained in its original design and it is absolutely stunning. The owners of this inn are charming;Continue reading “Carlos”

What I thought to be a comfort on Night One with my brother has actually become quite an annoyance on Night Two. A hilarious annoyance though. Well, sorta… My brother fell asleep. I didn’t realize we were so close to an airport. Are the Blue Angels in formation above our hotel room? Or are weContinue reading “Taco Pillows”

Since I’ve been here in Florida, I’ve found my best writing to be early in the morning while I’m still in bed. This is my first night sleeping in the same room with my brother and sister. When was the last time we three slept in the same room? We were all very wound upContinue reading “We Three”

Today I moved from the B&B to stay with my brother and sister at a nearby hotel. We are totally wiped out today from lack of sleep and the emotional roller coaster that we ride with Dad. When we got to the hotel, I decided I needed to lie down. My head hurt and myContinue reading “Growing Up”

In times of hardship, such as in our current family crisis, often tensions flair, feelings get hurt, and voices raise. My family is not above that line, nor am I. Yesterday was one of those days. As I lie here in bed, I continue to review the events of yesterday. Much of what transpired hasContinue reading “Love Prevails”

How is it I can hear the seconds tick by on the digital clock next to my bed? And why does it seem like minutes between each one? I feel the stabbing pain of each deep within my heart. Tick tock… Everything in life is timed. The time of our conception. The time of ourContinue reading “Tick Tock”

I cannot sleep. My heart hurts just too much. Today could be one of the hardest days of my life. Ever. Or miraculously, it could be a really great day filled with good news. Either way, all I want right now is to be a little girl of five again. To be back at homeContinue reading “Heartache”

My dad and I love each other. We do. But we haven’t always seen things eye to eye. In fact, very seldom have we ever. Our strong, bullheaded personalities clash. We haven’t shared the same views on important topics. We’ve misunderstood one another. We’ve baited each other. We’ve been defensive. We’ve criticized. We’ve yelled, andContinue reading “A Reconciliation”

A few days ago I went to the sports park to take a walk. This park has such wonderfully good memories for me as used to run it often. I know many people might not understand how running around the border of a park can give you good memories. Well, maybe it’s just memory, singular.Continue reading “Waves of Time”

Yesterday, my daughter and I took a long country drive. We drove to a small farming community just for curiosity’s sake. In the middle of farmland were rows of houses, some with white picket fences, and large mature trees dotted the small town. There was a lone gas station and a small community park onContinue reading “Days of Old”

For some reason my posts have not been sending to your emails complete. Pieces have been missing. The last post is missing a video. You can see it on the actual site. Not sure what the issue is. Andi

Finding my peace on a sparkly Saturday afternoon. Andi ♥️

PEACE…It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart. ~unknown I have this quote on my bathroom mirror as a reminder of what is truly important for my well-being.Continue reading “Finding Peace”

When it rains it often seems to pour. Sometimes we have a little black rain cloud hovering over us that we can’t seem to get out from under. I’ve kinda had a little cloud of my own lately. Yesterday evening, I went for a long overdue walk at a park with my pup, Nyx. ItContinue reading “The Blessing”

Winter can seem to drag on forever. Typically, January and February are the absolute hardest months for me to endure. But I have to admit that while January was pretty boring as far as weather is concerned, it actually went by rather quickly. Now February, on the other hand, has been a winter paradise. WeContinue reading “The Beauty of Winter”

Elizabeth Griscom was a Quaker along with her sixteen siblings. She learned how to sew at a young age and became an upholsterer. Elizabeth knew much about life. She knew what it was to love as she was married three times and she knew much about death as she outlived all three husbands. Elizabeth wasContinue reading “Our American Flag”

Indiana is currently a winter wonderland. It’s beauty is far beyond words. You almost have to see it firsthand to really appreciate its beauty. As I drove to work this morning, I actually wished it was Christmas as the view at every turn was worthy of being a holiday greeting card. No matter if itContinue reading ““Just Like God’s Grace””

I was ready. I’ve worked hard over the last couple of weeks to study for this class. I had my state exam scheduled and paid for this Friday. I was ready. But life has other plans for me this week. What, I do not know. I tried to Zoom the class since the storm dumpedContinue reading “Roll With It”

One very sunny, but chilly winter day I ran to the grocery store. I picked up a few things and got in line at the checkout counter. This was long before there were self-checkouts and at a time when a pandemic was something you only read about in a science fiction book. This particular dayContinue reading “The Scarf”

“No one is useless in this world who lightens the burden of another.” ~Charles Dickens The statistics are out there. In the last year people have overwhelmingly encountered isolation, feelings of abandonment, frustration, confusion, hopelessness, anger, and a great deal of sadness. Financial ruin, divorce, and suicide rates have skyrocketed. I spoke with my cousinContinue reading “Lighten the Burden”

Sometimes you feel beat down and just plain worn out from having to work so hard in every aspect of your life. Whether it’s finances, family issues, politics, working on relationships, health issues, or a combination of any of these, stress can knock the wind out of you. Honestly, it can even make you wantContinue reading “Life”

🎶…Oh, what a beautiful day! 🎶 🎶…I’ve got a beautiful feeling…everything’s going my way. 🎶 I started singing this song yesterday morning when I was making my bed. I had opened the blinds and was greeted by a cheery, blue sky. The sun was bright and warm and I welcomed it like a long, lostContinue reading ““Oh, What a Beautiful Morning…” 🎶🎶”

Ever have one of those moments when you vividly recall something from your childhood? A smell, a TV commercial or program, a game you’d play? For me today, it was Raisin Bran. Actually, I was older than a child when this was a staple in our home. I used to love Raisin Bran along withContinue reading “Raisin Bran”

…and when to remain silent. It takes a great deal of wisdom to know when it is the appropriate time to use either. And with each, there’s a tag of responsibility attached. Especially when making the decision to speak. I’m not so quick on my feet. I rarely think of the right thing to sayContinue reading “When to Speak….”

And so the Weeping Willow stoodMagnificent in all her gloryGiven a sunlit crown to wearAdded an essence to her story She delighted those around herAnd all who came to seeThe beauty of her branchesThe softness of this tree She stood so proud, but humblyAmidst the changing realmA shelter for her loved onesWith strength she’d takeContinue reading “The Weeping Willow”

February 1, 2011 For 30 plus years you have been my friend, Our history goes back to high school, What secrets we share of a jacket to mend, And hanging with “the gang” was really cool. A walk down the aisle, I was the first, I regret you were not an attendant, Maid of HonorContinue reading “Chelle”

Today I had a few moments of downtime which I really needed and so appreciated. I put my Andi Do-List aside. I was drawn to my sunroom. This room was once packed full of green plants and blooming pots. Orchids were my passion and I had many at a time. Now I have just two.Continue reading “A Step Back”

IN MY LIFE is a rather lengthy blog, and I apologize. I wrote this almost 7 years ago. It needed tweaking and revising. And I added to it again today (1/27/21) at the very bottom. This is basically a summary of my adult years, and well, since I am oldish, this is lengthy. Again, IContinue reading “IN MY LIFE”

One year ago today, I began this blog. The time has gone fast but as I reflect on where I started, where we all started, at the beginning of 2020, the hours, days, weeks, and months were packed full. Our whole world was turned upside-down and not one part of our life was untouched byContinue reading “One Year Anniversary”

January 17, 2020(Edited January 17, 2021) Sometimes life takes you places you never dreamed. And somehow you are not on the same path as when you started this journey. How you drifted onto another pathway is a mystery. Now all of a sudden there are people in your life who take ahold of your heartContinue reading “Pathways”

I just watched a video of the Capitol police gently opening the fence for Trump supporters to walk through. They opened it up and stepped out of the way. I guess it could be called “storming”. Or it could called a “setup”. Were there paid “peaceful” protesters involved? We know there have been throughout theContinue reading “The Storming of the Capitol”

A little scary, huh? Intimidating or not, we open a new chapter in our lives today. In our book, these new pages are crisp and unmarked. It is our job to write our own words upon these blank pages as no one else can write our story for us. Today can be a day ofContinue reading “WELCOME TO 2021”

Who would like a do-over? I mean a real do-over. I had so many things planned for this year. I was confident leaving 2019 and stepping into what I felt was “my year”. I can’t ever remember feeling so good about entering a new year. Well…we all know how that turned out. I could writeContinue reading “2020”

Today, my Jet turns 36. I’ve bragged on this boy many times over the years. I can’t help myself. I will always be his biggest fan. I would like to share a little something about my son. Jet has overcome so much as our family life wasn’t as it seemed to many who were onContinue reading “Jet ♥️”

December 7, 2010 A Facebook memory “I am sitting in front of the beautiful Christmas tree. It is after midnight and the house is quiet. No dogs barking in this frigid cold either. The Christmas tree has a romance all its own now as it appears to be a completely different tree from the oneContinue reading “CHRISTMAS, Past & Present”

December 11, 2019: A FaceBook Memory If you want something, or someone, and it’s good and it’s right, you won’t want to let it slip away. Life isn’t by chance, let the blocks fall as they may, or if it’s meant to be it’ll just happen. It’s about working toward, nurturing, and holding onto. OneContinue reading “Opportunity”

I found this in my memories on Facebook and thought it was good enough to repeat in a blog. December 5, 2019 This morning as I scrolled through my newsfeed, I hardly even got started when I read three lovingly written posts about those who have lost someone special this day. It made me thinkContinue reading “Time”

If I threw out a random year, say 1987, you might have to think hard about events that took place during that year. There may be one event that stands out like the birth of a child or a wedding day. But unlike any other year, 2020 will stand out forever. It is a majorContinue reading “Searching for Comfort”

It’s been over three weeks since my last blog. I haven’t felt the slightest urge to write until now which is quite odd for me. But then, what about this year hasn’t been odd. As we sit here on pins and needles waiting to see who has been elected (or re-elected) president, Covid has takenContinue reading “Tree Hugger”

July 19, 2011 – October 19, 2020 I’m sitting on my front porch swing tonight, but it’s not the same. My buddy is not here with me. Hercules passed away suddenly, two mornings ago. My heart is shattered into a million pieces. I wonder about 2020. I seriously cannot take anymore. My Hercules was theContinue reading “Hercules”

As you may know, I’m a mom of six. It was a privilege to be a stay-at-home wife and mom and home educator during a time when it typically takes more than one paycheck to make ends meet. So I am grateful for the time I had at home with my children. When the topicContinue reading “Moving Day”

Autumn is making her presence known. She is adorning herself with a beautiful array of color. The sun adds extra highlights that change throughout the day. And that brilliant blue sky makes a lovely background. I wish I could tell her to slow down so we can enjoy her just a little longer. As IContinue reading “Turn It Off”

After the events of the past two weeks, I finally realized today that the world we once knew is gone. You know…the world that we knew in January and February of this year. We can kiss that world goodbye. March certainly came in like a lion but September went out like a fiery mythological dragonContinue reading “Kiss That World Goodbye”

October is my favorite month of the year.It’s also my favorite color. The air is crisp and clean. Beautiful things happen in October. A bonfire is definitely better in October. The sound of falling leaves is music to my ears. I dream more vividly in October. I feel alive. Romance is in the air. October,Continue reading “OCTOBER”

Psalm 9 1 I will give thanks to the LORD with my whole heart; I will recount all of your wonderful deeds. 2 I will be glad and exult in you; I will sing praise to your name, O Most High. I hadn’t actually planned on writing today but I never quite know when theContinue reading “Thanksgiving”

As I get older, and especially through this past challenging summer, I have felt an even deeper appreciation for the sky and all it has to offer. It is ever-changing with its many moods. Depending on the day, the sky can vary in every shade of blue found within the color spectrum. I often findContinue reading “The Heavens”

With all the hatred in this world, always let those in your life know how much you do love them. Never leave home angry, or go to bed mad. And never allow trivial issues to shadow your true feelings for one another. Be kind to those you associate with and be extra kind to strangersContinue reading “L*O*V*E”

Philippians 4:6-7 ESV 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. 7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. It’s hard to give problems up to GodContinue reading “Doubt”

I was going through some notes of mine looking for inspiration for future blogs. I’m not on FB but every so often I hop on to take a quick peek and look through my memories. Often I can find something that I can use. Yesterday I ran across this mini-blog. 2013 was the year inContinue reading “A Comparison”

Yesterday, I watched an eagle fly low just above the trees. Yesterday, I watched orange and golden leaves dance through the sky until they covered the ground like grandma’s pieced-together quilt. Yesterday, I walked on dusty pathways of a rustic campground and felt one with the earth. Yesterday, I received a letter that pushed theContinue reading “Yesterday”

Golden streaks of autumn sun,Shoot through the forest trees,Enhancing every color scheme,Contained within the falling leaves. A spider’s web hangs gracefully,Created skillfully through the night,Glistening with the morning dew,A chef d’oeuvre of pure delight. The air is crisp and clean these days,It refreshes my very soul,And awakens a youthful spirit within,Once again…I feel whole. GrapesContinue reading “Autumn Morn”

There is a book called The 5 Love Languages by Gary Chapman. It is a very interesting read and one I suggest to anyone who desires to understand love more fully. This particular book is for couples. It would be beneficial to read prior to marriage but it certainly isn’t too late after. There areContinue reading “Loving Someone”

Loving Caring Giving Dreaming Improving Embracing Hoping Talking Reminiscing Forgiving Laughing Whispering Crying Hugging Waiting Dancing Playing Doodling Wishing Praying Balancing Smiling Teaching Learning Worshipping Working Singing Moving Kissing Reading Listening Trying Just never stop…LIVING. And always be grateful. ♥️ Andi Photos: a beautiful sunset, May 2017

Once in awhile you might just have to do something that is very difficult because it’s the right thing to do. Sometimes it’s about making several hard decisions all within a short period of time. And that can be both taxing and liberating. Maybe it is because your heart hurts in the place where youContinue reading “Hard Things”

Yesterday after work, a friend and I decided to walk at a favorite park of mine. We are encouraging each other to make better lifestyle choices by eating right and living healthier. This was day two and we added in this gorgeous walk. A walk, for me, down memory lane. This park is loaded withContinue reading “A Walk Down Memory Lane”

Life can be full of surprises. Some are good and some not so much. Life cycles through the good and the bad, the ups and the downs. It’s a natural progression just like the phases of the moon or the changing seasons. My downward swing started getting worse as I realized this year was creepingContinue reading “It’s All Good”

Rules have been around since the beginning of time. First of all, nature was created by God and given cycles, boundaries, and rules. The sea and all that it holds, the birds of the air, and every creature that walks the earth are bound by rules. Their inner workings are all controlled by cycles. TheseContinue reading “Rules”

I know it’s been awhile since I’ve written. And I apologize to those who have sent encouraging messages for me to continue.But frankly, I lost something. Me. I won’t bore you with details. But just know that I am coherent enough to realize that I am nearing rock bottom and I need to help myself.Continue reading “First Signs of Autumn (The Season of Refection)”

While there are many horrible things going on in our country, both natural and sinister, we need to find something to be thankful for. Blessings and treasures can be found in even the smallest things around us. Keeping life simple during hard times is probably a good thing. The big picture is sometimes too hardContinue reading “Keeping it Simple”

James 1 I opened up my Bible and it opened to James 1. I didn’t pay attention to where it opened as I closed my eyes and tried to find the concentration I needed to spend quality time with God. I am still struggling with that. I opened my eyes and looked at the lovelyContinue reading “Wisdom”

A situation that requires something be done a certain way because one believes it is the only right way. -Merriam-Webster Dictionary Sometimes we are faced with a harsh reality which forces us to make a decision based on a matter of principle. It isn’t something I’d call fun. I know that I don’t get enjoymentContinue reading “A Matter of Principle”

1 John 3:20b This week I’ve had difficulty focusing on scripture. My mind has been a whirlwind of thought with a touch of anxiety. I read the Bible but nothing makes sense as I drift from verse to verse. It’s like looking into a bowl of alphabet soup (do they even make that anymore?) andContinue reading “God is Greater”

…you just need to treat yourself to a little something fun. After feeling somewhat deflated (almost embarrassed) for not getting that job I recently applied for, a medium twist cone perfectly dipped in chocolate, made me feel a tad better. I don’t think I’ve ever had a more perfect cone than this one. I couldn’tContinue reading “Sometimes…”

When I write a blog, I write with my whole heart. I think I’m pretty transparent. I do this not because I am wanting sympathy or a pat on the back. My desire is to connect with the real you, so therefore; I will be real. And if we find we have something in common,Continue reading “It’s Not Easy Sometimes”

My morning ritual of coffee and time with God has become very important to me this summer. I will miss these early mornings on my front porch swing when winter arrives. Today as I read through 2 Peter, my heart found the words to this blog. I’m thankful for the inspiration as sadly, my museContinue reading “An Emptiness I Cannot Imagine”

As hard as it is for me to not just let loose and give my opinion on all that’s wrong in this country, I will not give in to that today. And hopefully, not tomorrow either. Or the day after that. But what I will do is give you passages from 1 Peter concerning ourContinue reading “Our Conduct”

Philippians 4:11-13 As you travel through life you encounter many twists and turns. For awhile you may be quite content and then other times are filled with turmoil. How do you view the place you are currently? Do you feel you are outside looking in and wishing you were inside with the others? Or areContinue reading “Outside Looking In/ Inside Looking Out”

I woke up with nothing to write. I didn’t even plan to write my weekly Sunday blog as I’m taking time off. But then I started making coffee… My mom loved coffee. Absolutely loved coffee. Me too. And I miss having coffee with my beautiful mom. She passed away five years ago today. It wasContinue reading “Home”

Luke 22:61a The morning is brilliant today. The air has a subtle hint of fall tucked in its coolness and my heart feels excited with anticipation of autumn. I’m not ready to give up summer quite yet though. I never was a summer person but I have been really enjoying it the last two years.Continue reading ““And the Lord turned…””

n. gap or interruption in space, time, or continuity; a break Times are seriously changing fast. It’s a challenge to keep up when we are being hit from every direction. The struggles are real. I will be honest with you. I’m not the same person I was five months ago. How many of you canContinue reading “Hiatus”

Sometimes silence is a good thing. We need to turn off the static of the world and just chill for awhile. It would be in our best interest to turn off the TV every so often. Maybe even leave the car radio off on the drive home from work. I believe silence really is golden.Continue reading “Silence”

Yesterday my youngest daughter and I went flower pickin’. We had a picnic planned that evening with my son and his wife. I love wild flowers and I wanted to make an arrangement for our table. My daughter looked adorably retro in her summer dress while carrying my antique pail for the picked flowers. (ItContinue reading “Flower Pickin’”

I am awake too early after going to bed too late, but it’s time to write. I have much on my mind, yet my thoughts have been lacking inspiration and creativity, so I haven’t been writing at all. The only thing I have on this Sunday morning is an attempt to expand on my lastContinue reading “O me of little faith…”

Everyone travels a path, or two (or many), that comes to a fork in the road. It’s a part of life. We all have decisions to make. Fairly simple decisions or decisions that can be life changing. I’ve written recently about the many forks in my road. Handing my difficulties over to Jesus is hardContinue reading “A Fork in the Road”

My dad gave me a cookbook when I got married in June of 1980. This book has been one of my greatest treasures for 40 years. The binding is now worn and the front cover will probably fall off soon. The tabs are frayed and some are even missing. The pages have four decades ofContinue reading “Old Yeller”

Sometimes we have to almost lose someone or something before we realize we weren’t patient in a decision. Often we think too much or move too quickly to our own detriment. Sometimes we look at the world through a screen door and say, “I want that. I want it now”. But we aren’t seeing “outContinue reading “Patience”

I spent a tearful time with God this morning asking for direction, comfort, help with these hard days, and for my life to please start coming together. I share this with you not because I require pity but maybe it might be helpful to you. You may feel the same in one or more aspects.Continue reading “B E L I E V E”

We can have much knowledge stored up in our brains. We can be smart with facts and figures and all sorts of information. We may even be a genius. We might be knowledgeable about many things, but that doesn’t necessarily make us wise. Wisdom is gained by watching, experiencing, and learning through life. Wisdom isContinue reading “Wisdom vs Knowledge”

I am going to take a moment here to share my controversial thought . You can agree, or disagree with me, or we can agree to disagree. But one thing I think we can agree on is the confusion we’ve experienced for the past several months. There’s not a single one of us who hasn’tContinue reading “Compliance”

…there would be no butterflies. Change means something different to every person. And it is different. We are unique in every way, therefore; change will be unique and specific to each of us. We’ve gotten to this place, the here and the now, through constant phases of change. And we should welcome this process ofContinue reading “If nothing ever changed…”

I grabbed coffee and my old, battered bible as I headed out to my porch swing this morning. It’s a cool 69 degrees but the humidity is 90%, so it made me feel damp and cold. Long sleeves and capris weren’t quite warm enough, but I stayed out there long enough to read and prayContinue reading “1 John 1-5”

Matthew 26:34-35; 69-75 I was raised in a city north of Chicago. I say it’s a suburb of Chicago and we lived in a suburb of the suburb. If you can follow that. It wasn’t city yet it wasn’t completely country. What I’m trying to say is that I do not consider myself a cityContinue reading “A Rooster Crows”

When my youngest was about two and a half years old, she began saying a strange thing. We heard “butt chicken”. It sounded funny so we laughed whenever she said it. That encouraged her to repeat it. It got to the point where she was saying it quite often (we’d laugh). And when she wasContinue reading “Butt Chicken”

After a long day of work, yawning on my way home, changing clothes to go back to town by 8:00 to watch my youngest test for her purple belt in karate, I am totally wiped out. Charlie and I saw a beautiful sunset on our way home. I’m glad I didn’t miss it. Then sheContinue reading “Sunsets & Lightning Bugs”

Way back in January, I started writing this blog. It’s hard to believe I’ve been blessed with seven months of writing these posts. You have no idea how much I love to write. This has been a great release for me. In my first blog I talked about Tim Cotton, a detective with the BangorContinue reading “Tim Cotton”

Tonight, I’m lifting you up in prayer. I pray that God will hold you close tonight and give you peace as you rest. I’ll ask that His healing hands be placed upon your heart and that your burdens be lightened. And I will pray that He might give you wisdom for the days ahead, andContinue reading “I Lift You Up”

I remember the ‘70’s pretty well. I remember high school and all the activities you could be a part of. There were many different clubs you could join and/or sports, if you were the athletic type. I remember the cliques. The jocks. The smart kids. The religious kids. The potheads. The rich kids. The wallflowers.Continue reading “For the Sake of Belonging”

Love. I’ve written about it before and I will again in the future. It’s that BIG. Everyone desires to be loved. Everyone needs love. Love alone could heal the world…IF everyone loved each other instead of only themselves. Love isn’t just a feeling. Love is a combination of many strong emotions. It’s a mixture ofContinue reading “Love is Many Things”

Beginnings can be wonderful. But with all beginnings there comes an ending. Sometimes it’s not an “and they lived happily ever after” ending. Especially when one wants to preserve the beginning and the other does not. It would be helpful to understand what broke down, but often there will be questions to last a lifetime.Continue reading “Beginnings and Endings”

Luke 17:5,65 The apostles said to the Lord, “Increase our faith!” 6 And the Lord said, “If you had faith like a grain of mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and planted in the sea,’ and it would obey you. F A I T H: Complete confidence and trust inContinue reading ““Increase Our Faith””

…remember that God is still in control. …be reassured that not everyday will be this hard. …double up on prayer. …take a nap. Or two. …take a nature walk. …find comfort that God knows your pain. …realize that life isn’t always fair. …rock away on your front porch swing. …remember that through patience the bestContinue reading “When your heart is troubled,”

Everyday there is a new policy to replace a policy that is barely 18 hours old. There are new procedures. Recommendations. Statistics. Rulings. Compliances. There are new state or federal mandates. Question it. Question everything. Research every organization, their history, what their beliefs are, how they are supported, and how do they promote the organization…beforeContinue reading “Question it. Question everything.”

Last evening, I decided to do a little blogging from my back porch. I was able to sit peacefully outdoors without the heat chasing me back inside. It was a gorgeous evening. I watched Amber, my daughter’s golden retriever, and Herc, my German shepherd, meander around the yard while I thought. I admired the fieldContinue reading “Nothing, But Everything”

I just woke. It’s 2:18 am. I’m not in my own room, nor am I in my own house. This place is quiet. Very quiet. If I didn’t know there were two others here, I would think I was utterly and totally alone in this place. I didn’t hear them arrive from their night out.Continue reading “Isolation to Conquer?”

“He has made everything beautiful in its time. Also, he has put eternity into man’s heart, yet so that he cannot find out what God has done from the beginning to the end.” ESV I asked my son, Jet, what this verse means, and he responded that he likes the Berean Study Bible’s translation, whichContinue reading “Ecclesiastes 3:11”

Almost a decade ago, I had a Calla Lily. Her life was relatively short , but she had the most beautiful blooms during her best days. I named her Penny. I have dracaena marginata. Commonly known as the multicolored Madagascar dragon tree. I’ve had this tree since the early 2000’s. It sat quietly in ourContinue reading “Penny”

My Spirited Child I have a few Willow Tree figurines that have meaning to me. Of the many Willow Tree figurine there are, six are children sitting in different poses. Each child is labeled by a prominent characteristic. Each of the Willow Tree children matched the personalities of my own children. So I collected allContinue reading “Listen to Your Kids, LL #902”

On January 25, 2020, I opened my up world and ventured into something new and exciting, but also a little scary. I wrote my first blog. My excitement was intimidated slightly by fear. Would I have enough words to write? Would anyone even care to read my thoughts? Would they return? How do I keepContinue reading “A Celebration of Sorts”

As the day fades into night, and the light into darkness, the vision before me is breathtaking. My own breath begins to slow and deepen. The heaviness of the day leaves my body as tranquility rushes into its vacantness. I feel I am dreaming a dream. A beautiful dream. A dream I will remember withContinue reading “Tranquility”

Philippians 4:6,7 “Worry divides the mind.” – Max Lucado Don’t lose minutes, hours, nights and days, worrying about something that may never happen. And even if it does turn out to be something, it probably won’t be near as bad you imagined. Push the negative out of your mind and refill with positive, happy thoughts.Continue reading “Worry”

If you could save time, would you? Is there a day in your life that you’d like to preserve forever? Or a phone call that you never wanted to end? Would you still be gently rocking your sweet baby? (Best days of my life.) Maybe sit with a dying loved one just a little longer?Continue reading “Saving Precious Time”

For 22 years I looked off and on for something, that I discovered, was never truly lost. What happened, I do not understand. Actually, it wasn’t a something. It was a someone. I found my friend. There are a few good things that have come out of this pandemic. Life is slower. You have moreContinue reading “Lost & Found”

Muse (n.) a person or spirit that gives a writer, painter, artist, etc. ideas and the desire to create things. I started to write in the eighth grade. I wrote for a couple of years in school, and then as an adult, I submitted writings to “Letters to the Editor” in various newspapers, mostly onContinue reading “My Muse”

Is the heaviness of today getting you down? Probably to some degree. Dealing with this on top of the ebbs and flows of our personal life makes every day a little more challenging. I’ve noticed more frequently in public now, the frustration among people as the mask wearing lingers on and an irritation at justContinue reading “A Few of My Favorite Things”

Galatians 5:22,23 Patience: the capacity to accept or tolerate delay, trouble, or suffering without getting angry or upset; forbearance, tolerance, restraint, long suffering. Virtue: behavior showing high moral standards; goodness, righteousness, morality. One of my favorite scripture verses begins in Galatians 5:22. I can easily remember this verse because it happens to be my birthdate.Continue reading “Patience is a Virtue”

Birthdays and Christmas were big when the kids were young and still at home. Christmas was so much fun for this Mrs. Claus. I tried to get most everything, if not everything, on their wish list, or spelled out in detail in their letters to Santa. I have a couple of notebooks where I keptContinue reading “Worth More in the Box”