This night is quickly coming to a close. Another day ends with unanswered questions and a subtle sadness within my heart. Not that I am bitter or depressed. No, not really. It’s just that my rhymes need reasons.
I stopped at my thinking spot to see this awesome sunset. I noticed it on my way home tonight. In silence, I sat alone in my car…wishing I wasn’t alone. The sunset was beautiful in its own way. Just as they all are. And then it started to rain…again.
I pray that God will fill in the blanks for me because there are many vacancies in my mind (and in my heart) and this crazy Gemini mind of mine tries to fill them in.
I am very trusting of others. I try to be upfront, honest, and trustworthy in return. I guess it’s not always enough. Or, maybe I’m just too much. I don’t know. I cannot seem to find balance. Hence….I sit alone watching another sunset. It’s hard not to believe there is something wrong with me. Unanswered questions.
Life is just so complicated.
I hope you sleep well tonight wrapped up tight in a blanket of peace. Leave your unanswered questions outside the door. That’s what I hope to do.
Goodnight, my friends. ♥️
Andi
Coffee with Andi 
You are never alone!
Thank you for your note, and you are so very welcome!
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In spirit, I am not alone. But today I needed more than that.
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I’m sorry 😕
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It’s okay. Life doesn’t always play out the way you’d like. Can’t give up though.
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Hug! Love ya mom.
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Hugs back. 😊
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This is me as a reader just being curious and possibly nosy, and if so I apologize. I just have to ask, are you guys really mother and son or is that a nickname?
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She is like a mom to me on here.
I keep trying to help people understand we have a community here. I read so many blogs about people who talk about “finding your tribe” we actually have family on here, if we are looking and want them.
Just my .002 cents 🙂
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Thank you for that answer! I know I would be lost if it hadn’t have been for those surrogate mothers in my life. I’m glad you have found that here.
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“For I have satiated the weary soul, and I have replenished every sorrowful soul. Upon this I awaked, and beheld; and my sleep was sweet unto me.”
Jeremiah 31:25-26 KJV
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Thank you. 🌸
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I can relate to knowing we aren’t alone in spirit but needing something more than that often. We are made for community and to share space as well as our hearts with others. When others aren’t there we feel it.
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