Hiatus

hī-ā′təs
noun
A gap or interruption in space, time, or continuity; a break.

Life is challenging and confusing at the moment. I had a minor meltdown last night. It may or may not have involved chocolate. Lots of chocolate. And maybe a some peach Crown. Perhaps you could tell by my Memorial Day post yesterday that I’m a little wired for some reason. The post didn’t come out as I wanted. Delete.

I shut doors hard. I open windows hard. I type hard. My words are hard. I walk hard. I talk hard. My writing is hard. Everything I touch is powerful as if all my emotion is being forced out through my extremities. Maybe I’m just coming out as a super hero or something…or perhaps, a mutant.

I’m not sure what is bothering me. Maybe a combination of several things? I do not know for sure but I certainly wish I did so it could be addressed properly. I do know that something has been gnawing at me for a while now. I could feel it coming. Now I am so very tired and in need of time off. I wish I could get away from work and home for a bit but that’s currently an impossibility.

Writing is typically therapeutic. I imagine it still will be. I just need to not feel pressured to post when I’m not ready. I assure you, the pressure is purely self-induced.

So a hiatus is called for. I have some quiet soul-searching to do, along with some walks and talks with God. I could use some rest too. Prayers would be much appreciated. Thank you in advance. 😇

It’s all good. I’m not totally lost. I’ll get it figured out and find my way back here sooner than later. I’m sure of it. ♥️

Andi