A Weariness

Psalm 69:3
I am weary with my crying out; my throat is parched. My eyes grow dim with waiting for my God.

With the many struggles I am currently in the midst of, I have grown weary. My eyes yet burn from the tears shed yesterday. My energy is waining. I want to hide and sleep but there is no quiet place for me.

I ask for prayers to be answered so I know. I must know where my God wants me to be. I ask for relief in my mind for all that is stirred up. Then perhaps a blanket of peace will cover me and I can sleep again.

I desire to help all who have approached me recently in their brokenness. I am a healer of sorts. I have to fix things and make them right, or at least better. I do not perform miracles. I only aid in healing when someone trusts me enough to listen, guide, and direct them. Currently, I feel I’m failing each of them as I am growing weary with my own concerns.

Today I pray for strength, wisdom, and guidance from above. I ask for clarity of mind so I can focus. My desire is to be a better helper to others, as well as to better manage my own affairs.

Deep within, my soul is in a happy place as I know my God has not abandoned me. I only ask that I might see his path more clearly. I know this is all passing and tomorrow will be brighter.

Matthew 11:28
Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. ♥️

Andi

Photo: Jamaican shoreline, 2016