
When the Bible speaks of life as a vapor, or a mist, the writer, James, was not mistaken.
In the blink of an eye, here we are…one.year.later.
James 14:4 ESV
…yet you do not know what tomorrow will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes.
The month of June will always feel different because of all that transpired in June of 2023. Much of which was packed into a single week.
June 2023: a reflection.
Friday, June 23rd
1) Matt was disconnected from his life-saving impala. The impala was placed as a temporary fix until Matt was able to receive an LVAD. It was not to be though because of a significant brain bleed and, sadly, the impala had run past its course.
2) My daughter-in-law’s father fell from a cliff while attempting to repel himself down. The distance of the fall was approximately 50-60 feet. This turned into a search and rescue to save him. Today he is alive but wheelchair bound.
Saturday, June 24th
Matt passed away at 8:37 am. 💔
Sunday, June 25th
The same daughter-in-law received a message from my son that he was in a hospital somewhere in Paris, deathly ill with malaria, but he didn’t know where he was. We spent that day trying to locate him on the other side of the world. We even called the U.S. Embassy. We did finally locate him and he was in serious shape. His kidneys shut down. Other organs tried to follow suit. He praises the Paris hospital for saving his life, and today he is with us. Not without some lingering issues, but he is happy and healthy.
Friday, June 30
My brother was diagnosed with leukemia.
Saturday, July 1st
Matt’s Celebration of Life
Three days later, July 4th
My son-in-law was taken to the ER. He was having a hard time catching his breath. His heart was pounding and his chest hurt. It was later determined to be a reaction to medication he had been recently prescribed.
When I reflect upon each of these, I can feel every bit of emotion as if they were happening today. One year later. Three hundred sixty-six sleeps. How did the year go so fast?
These were life-changing events. Pain, anxiety, questions, and sadness continue to fill the hearts of many, yet blessings abound. Jesus was, and still is, ever-present.
We don’t always under the whys and how comes, which often makes it tough for us humans, but we can trust that God is in control of each situation.
Our lives are truly vapors.
A year has come and gone but the lessons, gifts, the people we love, the memories, and blessings continue on. ♥️
Andi
Thank God that year has passed and we are in a better place. It is hard to believe Matt has been gone a year but your life has moved on and he is smiling down on you and he is happy for you and your new adventure in life and love.
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I love your words! I love your heart!
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🩷🩷 Can’t wait to see you this weekend!
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I just have no words for you. God has shown me reason for some of what I went through in the past so I learned at a very early age that God is everywhere. I understand but the heart break lasts such a long time. Our minds can heal but the heart never will. It takes me a few months each time to get my mind back on trusting Gods plan but it does get there. I am so sorry for what you have endured and grateful that you have the strength and understanding to live for those that are still amongst that need us to be strong so they will also trust God. Hugsssss
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Thank you, Paula for your sweet message. I see hope and blessings in every day with of all that has transpired. We don’t always understand. And it certainly isn’t about just us personally. Everything that happened touched us all the same yet differently. We all have individual lessons we’ve learned. God is good and he is gracious even when we are in a state of confusion. Thank you again for your kindness. 🩷
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The last couple of years have had a lot of pain and struggles for us both. So glad you seem to be in a good place now. God is good…to us both! ❤️❤️
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God is soooo good! ♥️
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